Three Letters from the City: The St. Petersburg Poems 1968- 1998, 3rd letter, section 9, with Russian translation by Julia Kunina.
Have I arrived too late,
again too late
for all there is to know,
to do, to love and to forgive,
have I then come too late
to end my life
with needful care, sterling intelligence?
Well, but allow the life to suffer
if need be-not the word.
It would be better if the two of them
could live unheeded
within some pastoral, post revolution
in a successful world.
In this however (romanticism if need be)
there seems to have to be a choice.
It is my honor to choose the word alone.
Let that survive.
© 1999 Nathaniel Tarn
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